It’s quiet here.
This pause between breaths.
This edge of the abyss.
My hairs stand,
Lungs catch,
And fingers slip against
The necklace
Around my neck.
I feel it’s grooves,
The edges that are
Carved within its skin.
A thing I am so
Familiar with.
And it brings me comfort
In this unknown.
This place.
It goes against everything
My mind deems as natural.
I shiver against the cold,
But wait, is it?
Both heat and ice
Embrace me in the fog.
I hear roaring flames,
Those that dance and snap
Inside a forest of dry wood.
But a loud silence
Also hug my ears.
One that is as crisp
as the frozen air
On a freshly snowed day.
This melody rings
And sings
And screams
All about me.
And I know my God is here.
I close my eyes.
And I feel it.
I feel him.
This warm sensation
Like a father’s hug,
a best friend’s smile,
Or a song that hits just right.
It’s the goose bumps
That erupt on my skin,
The sweet oil that
Runs down my face.
My body quakes,
But my heart opens
Up like a flower.
My voice shakes,
But my inner eye
Catches his shadow
Casted about me.
Breath.
He is all around me,
Woven between the fabrics of time.
Breath.
He is inside me,
Built in to complete my soul.
Breath.
Upon his mouth is the
beginning and end
Of my existence.
Breath.
I’m in his presence
And we are one.
An infinite
Coming down to collide
With his finite.
For He is earth and time
And the meaning of life itself.
Breath.
Because he is here for me.
The ice that is crystalizing
Against my skin,
Was created to wake me up.
The flames that threaten
To burn me alive,
Were created to set
My soul on fire.
The wind that whips my hair
And tugs against my clothes
Was created to push me forward.
The silence to kill the noise
That constantly buzzes around me,
So that I may hear his voice.
And lastly, me.
I was created to complete my God.
Not because He needed me
To survive,
But because he decided
He wouldn’t survive without me.
That choice created my life
And all I can do is choose to
Breathe.
And step inside this
Unknown abyss that
My God is presenting before me.